Had one of the best feelings and one of the worst feelings. Now my brain hurts and I just feel sad and confused.
Panda or puppy?
I am in a VERY bad place today. I feel like no one has any common sense, even the people who usually do. I have a headache from yesterday, there are people in my house drilling and fixing things and coughing all over everything. I am embarrassed that my house in in such a state, no matter how much I try to do, it just never seems like enough. I feel like I have to choose between having a clean house, or my business. Cos I will literally have to be a housewife 24/7 and have no time to do anything else if I want the place to look okay. This makes me very sad. I just want to lock myself in the craft room and never come out.
I’m so tired and aggro and I don’t want to even look at food which is a wonderful indicator that my depression is coming back. Fun. Fucking fantastic.
This heat needs to FUCK OFF now. Seriously. I SO badly want to move somewhere where it’s cold all the time. Grey skies, “dreary days” rainy, misty cold… sounds amazing. This desert life isn’t for me. Suntanning, bikinis, mozzies, not being able to breath at night… I haven’t died yet! Why am I in hell? Fuck this. All of this. I need out of here!
Orange ruffle monster! From Stacey Trock’s class on craftsy.
A little blue monster <3
Meet Curious Bearcub! I made him while learning new techniques from Stacey Trock’s Design Your Own Monster Amigurumi class. Busy making the first monster now! Will upload him as soon as internet permits. Hope everyone is having a tumblr-rific Tuesday!
So my fiance’s mother just attacked me for being disrespectful to her. My fiance asked her what she was talking about and she said that I don’t talk to her enough. I don’t communicate with her enough. Disrespectful… I have an anxiety disorder. I freak out often and she is always in my face. I tried so hard to keep everyone happy, but it’s never good enough. I’m never good enough. I go to their parties (even though I’m terrified) I chat with people as often as I can. I don’t get it. I thought I was doing okay. Obviously not.